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Записи с темой: Рокки и Бульвинкль (список заголовков)
03:23 

Please, head, stop thinking

kinkshamer
"I don't want you to be hurt and I'll never hurt you myself".
"I wanted to spend more time with you".
"I have no one here so I'll have a lot of time".
"I promise".
*month passed*
Done waiting til Senpai notices me.
Fuck you. Fuck your promises.
It hurts.

@темы: мои друзья пидарасы и наркоманы, мне норм, адресно, Рокки и Бульвинкль

18:27 

Message to Bears — Pretend to Forget

kinkshamer
Иногда кажется, что ещё одну ночь я уже не переживу. К пяти утра, обычно, отпускает, но всё равно как-то хуёвенько.
Близок к состоянию всёзаебалоотъебитесьотменянахуйсуки. Что тоже бывает. Как я уже сказал, ещё один "relax" от Роцка и Роцк идёт нахер просто в ёбанный игнор пока ему не приспичит осознать, что он нихуя этим не помог и что лучше без релаксов обойтись и хотя бы смолчать. Побешусь и пройдёт. Хотя он фишку эту уже просёк и молчит.
Да знаю я, знаю. Тупая была идея.

@темы: Рокки и Бульвинкль, ЁБАНАЯ ТЕМПОРА, СРАНЫЙ, БЛЯДЬ, МОРЕС ©, Hank, мне нужен мозгоправ и бутылка виски, И УБЕРИТЕ ОТ МЕНЯ СКОТЧ ОН ХОЧЕТ МОЕЙ СМЕРТИ, дорогой дневник, сегодня я убил шлюху, грустняшки, я, снова я и гора трупов

13:34 

kinkshamer
"relax"
"chill"
"lol"
"hahaha"

vs. thousands of complete sentences with intention to share some thoughts or stories

Ohuet' obshenie.

@темы: Рокки и Бульвинкль, хуй, возможно даже мой

12:21 

kinkshamer
I was always the one to suffer from priorities.
I know your new japanese friend called you over to Japan this summer.
So if you go, I'll be fucking upset as fuck.
Ukraine is ok to go to, Japan is ok to go to, fucking Antarctic is ok to go to, BUT RUSSIA IS WHAT I CAN'T AFFORD NO NO WAY MAYBE IN A FEW YEARS WHEN I GET BORED OF YOU AND GO VISIT MY FAMILY BUT NOT YOU STAN NO ONE CARES ABOUT ABOUT YOU MWAHAHAHA
Il'l make you a visa and provide you with everything you need whilst you're here, and all you can't afford is 450 bucks for airplane tickets while spending 200 bucks on food every two weeks.
Fuck you. :c

Yes, I'm over-reacting.
Yes, I'm overthinking.
BUT YES YOU'RE ACTING LIKE A JERK

@темы: хуй, возможно даже мой, Рокки и Бульвинкль

06:26 

я так щаслива

kinkshamer
Грит, тож меня любит.

@темы: хуй, возможно даже мой, Рокки и Бульвинкль

00:36 

kinkshamer
Он мне снится.
Я дал ему пароль от стима.
Я лайкаю каждый его пост на фейсбуке.
Я сворачиваю ради него доту.
Пишу первым.

Ребят. Помогите :(

@темы: хуй, возможно даже мой, Рокки и Бульвинкль

12:06 

shit just got badass and is about to hit the fan

kinkshamer
Guess this guy is my inevitable destiny.
Maybe it would me even more inevitable destiny if his name was Progressivegrindcore, but Rock is just fine with me.
I've never met the guy in person, but he already has the most priceless thing I am happy to possess — my steam password.
SO FUCK YOU ALL THIS IS SERIOUS

@темы: Рокки и Бульвинкль, дорогой дневник, сегодня я убил шлюху, хуй, возможно даже мой

06:03 

relax, you're doing fine

kinkshamer
Sometimes I think I am a natural born stalker. I'm easily obsessed with people or things and it usually leads to nothing good. Like right now I'm invading a guy's every aspect of life on the Web. Trying to get closer, I think. But that would only make me and him even more distant. Why can't I just be happy with what I have to be happy with? No idea.
I want to be closer. And yeah, I want to be alone sometimes. But still, I frigging need your company, Rocks. Like I need to breathe clean and fresh actual air, not the stuff there is in big cities with cars and pollution.
Rocks, I'm not saying I'm in love with you, I'm just saying that you can make me feel better when other people can't. Which basically means that I lied in the beginning of the previous sentence.
I'm doing the best I can to just survive this fucking hell I am doomed to live in. But even the strongest of us need rest, and I am not strong at all.
Hopefully, you'll be doing fine without my presence in your life from the moment I disappear. And I hope I'll be the same.

Because our ways will eventually part.
And that's inevitable.

@темы: HANK, хуй, возможно даже мой, Рокки и Бульвинкль

02:19 

GLHF

kinkshamer
Shit gets really stupid day by day. Explosions, failed exams, loneliness, mental sicknesses, betrayals, suffering and pain. Ok with that.
Soon I will be left all alone.
Can't wait.

Wishing luck is only a way to say goodbye for good for me.
Because I can see clearly that I am the only person out of 2 who needs to keep this conversation alive.
And I've had enough of one-sided relationships. Especially relationships when I am the side to care.

@темы: HANK, Рокки и Бульвинкль, хуй, возможно даже мой

08:54 

shit just got real

kinkshamer
[4:54:04] Stan: Wish i could lie next to you right now
[4:54:14] Chocoholic: (hug)
[4:54:58] Stan: Feeling happiest in the world
[4:56:05] Stan: Holding your hand
[4:56:24] Stan: And not be afraid to wake up
[4:57:44] Stan: Two years ago I wouldn't have believed if I would say this to somebody
[4:58:06] Stan: And here i am now
The dreamer reborn

А потом, будто в подкрепление своих слов, я разрыдался как побитая шлюха.
Это, наверное, один из самых сильных моментов в моей жизни.
А потом понимаю, что шанс с человеком хотя бы увидеться стремится к нулю.
Учитесь, полигамные шлюхи.
А что, я в своём дворе не могу адекватного найти, вот в чужой и прусь.

@темы: хуй, возможно даже мой, Рокки и Бульвинкль

19:33 

kinkshamer
No, the signs of life were given to me.
But I feel pushed away since he 'can't ignore everyone' so we didn't even have a proper talk.
Feels pretty shitty to be less important than 'everyone'.
Well, thanks, knowing you're ok is good enough for me not to be worried.
The rest of what you said is good enough for me to finish off what's left of last night's tequila.
So we'll talk later. I hope you won't have a roommate to fuck with there.

@темы: HANK, Рокки и Бульвинкль, хуй, возможно даже мой

19:16 

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kinkshamer
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13:11 

Last online: 2 days ago

kinkshamer
I think of you every 5 mins and it drives me absolutely fucking crazy like a lone lovebird caged for too long.
I don't want to ever lose you as much as I don't want to lose myself. It's been too long since I felt that I found the right one.
Though you were never right and that's what I'll probably realize in a couple of years. Because we'll still never ever meet in person.
Screw those over-fucking-realistic expectations, screw the cruel reality. You are mine, and I'm yours right now.
Does discance ever really matter? Yes, it does.

Please be here.
I'm in pain too deep.

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Maybe this is why I promised myself not to ever fall in love ever fucking again.
Because I did and I do take it too seriously this time. This will be the end of me.
For the last time. I'm already beyond repair.


I AM SUCH A MASOCHISTIC IDIOT IT MAKES ME WANT TO SCREAM

@музыка: Message to Bears — Pretend to Forget

@настроение: i'm fine in the fire, i feed of the friction, i'm right where i should be, don't try to fix me

@темы: хуй, возможно даже мой, Рокки и Бульвинкль, Hank

Take a breather

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